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I got my MacBook back yesterday.
I’ve wanted to write about transparency or living life out loud for awhile now.
I like to live my life as an open book. Pretty much ask me anything and I’ll probably tell you the answer. I have nothing to hide. I don’t spend my life or moments speaking ill of anyone or hiding my internet presence because I have spoken ill of people.
And yet I can’t be transparent on the internet. Ironically, because of the above described people who sit by waiting to twist my words, tear them out of context and try to use them against me. I despise negativity and have no time for people who endlessly put it out into the world.
You only live life once. Make it a good one. Have fun, find the positive and shun the negative.
And so I will continue to live my life for everyone to see. Without spewing venom or arguing meaningless points. There is so much going on in my world right now. Some which promises to break me, some which will liberate me. But I want to blog about none of it. Not because of those that are happiness challenged. But just because I really don’t want to.
I’ve spent this month taking care of an excessively sick Kitten. She’s had the stomach flu, the virus of the moment and two ear infections. You come to some grand conclusions when lying awake at night waiting for the sick child to wake.
My conclusion: I’d rather lay in bed all night long, every night for the rest of my life waiting for my child than to maintain a blog right now.
And perhaps that will change, I’ve learned not to write in stone. Life is flexible and you can only bend to manage the curve balls.
Perhaps I will be back, perhaps not. But I think I’ll hang out with my, now healthy, little leopards for the time being.
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